Today is homecoming. and I was thinking about going, but I don't think I will. Everyone I know isn't going anymore. I know a couple girls from work are going, but I'd just feel like a third wheel.


so I'm instead going to work 11:30 am to 8pm
and then becoming a lazy bag of bones, and lurking livejournal all night.


I just found out, Kyrsten and I aren't the only ones who miss Tom Conrad, which makes me feel a lot better.
but daaaamn.



dude, those secret ljs are so addicting. geez.

I need to learn to keep posting.

Chrissy and I got into a fight last night.
and not we're officially not friends.

which I think is for the best. I felt like shit every single day.
so I'm glad to finally be free.

seriously, it'd mean a lot to me if you listened to Sing It Loud.
They're an amazing new band on Epitaph records.
They just came out with an EP, produced by Joshua Cain of Motion City Soundtrack.
They are a whole pile of amazing.
and those dudes are the sweetest ever.
I love them a lot, and I think you will too.

Check them out this fall with Cobra Starship, Hit The Lights, and Forever The Sickest Kids

YEAH. Hit The Lights.
New album came out yesterday.
Skip School Start Fights.

GO GET IT.


also, if you're super into them, join their street team.

A little less than a week until I'm in Minneap.
I'm really excited. :] I get to see Nick, and Nichole.
And I can't wait to go on a road trip with Chrissy again. They are so fun. :D
Not excited to clean her car though. :P
Then after Minneapolis, we're going to Des Moines, Iowa to see Forever The Sickest Kids, Metro Station, The Maine, The Cab, and Danger Radio. .You can insert your jealousy here. Ahaha. Kidding. <3 it'll be really fun even though Hey Liv Hey can't go. :(
Then a week later, we'll be on the road again. We'll be off to Ohio, to see our boys -Hit The Lights. I'm so excited. They're always fun. We'll bring them cookies, and shake our booties. Omar and I will threaten to kick some girls asses. Nick will complain he still doesn't remember the night from The Grand Emporium at all. It'll be a great time. Every Avenue will also be playing with them. Which is exciting. I can't stop listening to them. And I saw them with htl in joplin and Michigan. So Woo!
But we'll see htl and ea twice in Ohio -Toledo and Cleveland.
Then we're driving to DeKalb, Illinois and Hit The Lights will be playing with I Am The Avalance.
We'll go home after that show, sadly.
But we get to see htl and iata in St. Louis, Missouri on June 6th. Which is really exciting.
Because I will also be getting my matching Hit The Lights tattoo then with Chrissy.
It'll be on our wrists. It'll say "They're not worth out spit anyway" which will be something to remind us that we don't need drama, or fights, or any shit like that. Which will ultimately make us better people. I guess. Haha but I really can't wait to get the tattoo.
We'll have Omar, Nick, and whoever else go with us. So it should be a lot of fun. My momma is also going to have to go -since I'm 17, and can't get tattoos by myself. But my mom is awesome. And would enjoy the show. -she's been to several, and she loves Hit The
Lights.

It turns out life is getting better.

And I have a job now -at Applebees, so I'll be making money.
And which will mean more trips.
Hopefully to minneapolis more often. :P

I've been traveling so much lately.
It's all because of Hit The Lights.
But it's also caused me to be able to go to Minneapolis... and see Nick again.
And it has me freeeeaaakkinnnggg out.
It's been almost a year since I've seen him.
And I just don't know. I really don't want this to end up like last time. I want everything to go over really good. Like we get to spend time together, and then we actually talk afterward. And then we do see each other more often. It'd be sweeeet. Hah.

But in other situations.
Things are getting worse.
And some are starting to look up.
But some are getting even better than the amazing they were.
Like Carla and Chrissy.
They're becoming more and more my best friends. They're helping me through everything right now.
And I don't know what I'd do without them.
<3

Have you ever missed someone so much,
You cried in your sleep because of it?

I have.
It sucks.
:(

yay!
no bronchitis anymore!


Rock 'N' Gobble last night.

wayyy fun. haha

AHHHH. I have bronchitis.
NO BUENO!
:(

my phone got stolen
I had to buy a new one.
:(
laaammee