I've been traveling so much lately.
It's all because of Hit The Lights.
But it's also caused me to be able to go to Minneapolis... and see Nick again.
And it has me freeeeaaakkinnnggg out.
It's been almost a year since I've seen him.
And I just don't know. I really don't want this to end up like last time. I want everything to go over really good. Like we get to spend time together, and then we actually talk afterward. And then we do see each other more often. It'd be sweeeet. Hah.

But in other situations.
Things are getting worse.
And some are starting to look up.
But some are getting even better than the amazing they were.
Like Carla and Chrissy.
They're becoming more and more my best friends. They're helping me through everything right now.
And I don't know what I'd do without them.
<3