We owe the streets of this small town

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 13:21:55 GMT

Today is homecoming. and I was thinking about going, but I don't think I will. Everyone I know isn't going anymore. I know a couple girls from work are going, but I'd just feel like a third wheel.

so I'm instead going to work 11:30 am to 8pm
and then becoming a lazy bag of bones, and lurking livejournal all night.

I just found out, Kyrsten and I aren't the only ones who miss Tom Conrad, which makes me feel a lot better.
but daaaamn.

dude, those secret ljs are so addicting. geez.

Wed, 24 Sep 2008 02:36:07 GMT

I need to learn to keep posting.

Chrissy and I got into a fight last night.
and not we're officially not friends.

which I think is for the best. I felt like shit every single day.
so I'm glad to finally be free.

another day, another band

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 05:11:06 GMT

seriously, it'd mean a lot to me if you listened to Sing It Loud.
They're an amazing new band on Epitaph records.
They just came out with an EP, produced by Joshua Cain of Motion City Soundtrack.
They are a whole pile of amazing.
and those dudes are the sweetest ever.
I love them a lot, and I think you will too.

Check them out this fall with Cobra Starship, Hit The Lights, and Forever The Sickest Kids

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 15:53:00 GMT

YEAH. Hit The Lights.
New album came out yesterday.
Skip School Start Fights.

GO GET IT.

also, if you're super into them, join their street team.

Mon, 05 May 2008 17:09:33 GMT

A little less than a week until I'm in Minneap.
I'm really excited. :] I get to see Nick, and Nichole.
And I can't wait to go on a road trip with Chrissy again. They are so fun. :D
Not excited to clean her car though. :P
Then after Minneapolis, we're going to Des Moines, Iowa to see Forever The Sickest Kids, Metro Station, The Maine, The Cab, and Danger Radio. .You can insert your jealousy here. Ahaha. Kidding. <3 it'll be really fun even though Hey Liv Hey can't go. :(
Then a week later, we'll be on the road again. We'll be off to Ohio, to see our boys -Hit The Lights. I'm so excited. They're always fun. We'll bring them cookies, and shake our booties. Omar and I will threaten to kick some girls asses. Nick will complain he still doesn't remember the night from The Grand Emporium at all. It'll be a great time. Every Avenue will also be playing with them. Which is exciting. I can't stop listening to them. And I saw them with htl in joplin and Michigan. So Woo!
But we'll see htl and ea twice in Ohio -Toledo and Cleveland.
Then we're driving to DeKalb, Illinois and Hit The Lights will be playing with I Am The Avalance.
We'll go home after that show, sadly.
But we get to see htl and iata in St. Louis, Missouri on June 6th. Which is really exciting.
Because I will also be getting my matching Hit The Lights tattoo then with Chrissy.
It'll be on our wrists. It'll say "They're not worth out spit anyway" which will be something to remind us that we don't need drama, or fights, or any shit like that. Which will ultimately make us better people. I guess. Haha but I really can't wait to get the tattoo.
We'll have Omar, Nick, and whoever else go with us. So it should be a lot of fun. My momma is also going to have to go -since I'm 17, and can't get tattoos by myself. But my mom is awesome. And would enjoy the show. -she's been to several, and she loves Hit The
Lights.

It turns out life is getting better.

And I have a job now -at Applebees, so I'll be making money.
And which will mean more trips.
Hopefully to minneapolis more often. :P

Sat, 03 May 2008 12:12:48 GMT

I've been traveling so much lately.
It's all because of Hit The Lights.
But it's also caused me to be able to go to Minneapolis... and see Nick again.
And it has me freeeeaaakkinnnggg out.
It's been almost a year since I've seen him.
And I just don't know. I really don't want this to end up like last time. I want everything to go over really good. Like we get to spend time together, and then we actually talk afterward. And then we do see each other more often. It'd be sweeeet. Hah.

But in other situations.
Things are getting worse.
And some are starting to look up.
But some are getting even better than the amazing they were.
Like Carla and Chrissy.
They're becoming more and more my best friends. They're helping me through everything right now.
And I don't know what I'd do without them.
<3

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 20:30:17 GMT

Have you ever missed someone so much,
You cried in your sleep because of it?

I have.
It sucks.
:(

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 19:00:13 GMT

yay!
no bronchitis anymore!

Rock 'N' Gobble last night.

wayyy fun. haha

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 18:52:36 GMT

AHHHH. I have bronchitis.
NO BUENO!
:(

Thu, 25 Oct 2007 04:58:55 GMT

my phone got stolen
I had to buy a new one.
:(
laaammee

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 12:55:55 GMT

My mommy made me stay home to wait for the gas man.
Yay for skipping school!

Sun, 30 Sep 2007 15:45:16 GMT

Liiiiiffffffeeeeeee sucks.
So I thought I was getting the basement of my new place. But that was given away. My room was divided well more than in half. At least thirds or even a fourth the size.
I get the rinky dink room that was supposed to be the spare room. It's the size of a deck of cards. And it means I'm back to using bunk beds
And I feel like I'm getting nothing out of this move.
I don't get a room where I want.
I don't get to go to blue springs hs anymore
I have to go back to the school I hate.
And it's 30 minutes away
I live in a horrible neighborhood. So I'm not allowed to go outside.
I still don't a license.
And my mom always uses my car so I can't use it.
I'm at least 30 minutes away from ALL of my friends.
I might not be able to stay at my job, that I love.
I get no phone service.
No internet.
Nothing. This is like jail zsdfghnjmk,

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 15:54:51 GMT

Advisory blows. Which is like a mentoring, I'm not sure if that makes any sense.

But we're not even doing anything.

And I'm posting again. With nothing good to say

I'm just proud of myself for posting more
And being a real "blog"
Maybe I'll post again while I'm at work

irritation

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 02:42:21 GMT

So I'm in detention right now. Trying not to fall asleep. I got this dumb thing in the first place because I'm always late to school. Thanks mom!

I'm moving this weekend, and it means the ruining of everything that got to be okay. I most likely have to go back to my old school, lee's summit north; making the commute from Independence is going to be shitty. I'm moving ten seconds away from Kansas City. If you didn't know, it's going to take about half an hour or so, each way.

I hateeeee Lee's Summit North. I'm about ready to just poke my eyes out instead of going to this school. Seriously. I hate north. And I love the school I'm going to now. I have so many friends. My best friends go to school here. My boyfriend goes here. And everything is just starting to fall in place. And get on track.

I'm afraid I'm going to lose it all when I go back. I have good grades here, and no homework. When I go to north, it's going to be shitty grades, and a ton of homework that I'm not going to do. There's only a few things I'm going to like about going back. One would be Emily Cohen, because I love that girl. Two would be the small handful of kids I talk to. Three would be I get to see Mr. Sirois. That's ittttt. I don't want to go back to being called the fat girl with hideous clothes, and terrible make up. :(

I wish I wouldn't have to move to this ex crack house that burned down, in the meth lab capital of THE WORLD. Too bad this is the least of my worries.

yay

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 17:23:17 GMT

I got a sidekick!

So I'll be posting all the time.
Be sure of that.

So what's new?

I'm moving again this weekend.
To an ex crack house that burned down, in the meth capitol of the world.
Mmm such a good sign.

PEACE!

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 07:58:46 GMT

lame face.
definatly in minnesota now.
I'm coming home technically tomorrow. and I'm not excited about it.
I want to stay
I saw nicholas once. and i don't think I'm going to see him today.
I didn't do much while I was here
but I stayed with Ashley the last couple nights, and she's been a lot of fun
and has taken me to do more than Nichole was able to
since she was in school, and also had work. So I spent a lot of time in a really hot car for multiple hours a day. :\

but I really don't want to come home yet. I really think I'm going to move here or Florida when I get out of high school. :]

Wed, 11 Jul 2007 08:09:36 GMT

I'm going to Minnesota in Three days. I'm so excited, you don't even know. Nichole and Nicholas! <3 :]

I broke my phone. and I got a used one, and this one doesn't even do text messaging. Soooooooo this is going to be awesome. -_- oh well. Atleast I'm getting a new phone and service in like two weeks? Hello T-Mobile. Goodbye Nextel!

If I get a new number, I will let you know. :]

I'm on a new music craze. I haven't stopped downloading cds in days. It's pretty sweet. :]

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 05:49:50 GMT

sucks.
noone reads this anymore.
I rarely post anymore.
I guess I'm just a bad livejournal-er?

maybe I should still post anyway.
hmmmmm

Everything is changing

Sat, 19 May 2007 20:10:39 GMT

I have mono, which really sucks.
but either way. I'm still going to finish out the school year, since finals are starting day after memorial day. And my grades are terrible. I'm working so hard to raise them. Smooth talking my way into better grades, I guess.

Divorces suck, my parents are in the middle of one right now. They told my sisters and I it was going to be a nice divorce. There would be no fighting and backstabbing. and they weren't going to hate each other. But it's only ended up with my dad being a bigger dick than he already is. He's taking more and more from my mom, and she has nothing. I just don't know what to do anymore.

boy suck, and I'm so close to giving up on relationships. but whatevs. It doesn't matter. I'm just going to worry about my friends and family. Espeically my mother. nothing is for sure, but she might have something. and I'm scared. It could be nothing, it could be cancer. It really could be anything.

Girls suck, I feel like I'm loosing friends daily, and it's not like I've done anything to lose them either. It's all backstabbing and such.

And I think two people that are so close to me are going to commit suicide, and I don't know what to do. I feel to redicc to call one of those numbers. Besides, I know that someone talking to them about that stuff wouldn't help. I just wish I could help them, because I love them so much.

Let's just hope me having the new My American Heart cd, that doesn't even come out until June 26th keep me sane. Because it really is amazing. I can't stop listening to it.
Even though Dustin the bassist, was a dick to me the other night. oh well.

I'm not useless and worthless like everyone says!
I just have to keep telling myself that.

<3

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 16:27:59 GMT

yay for livejournal working once again at school.
::high fives the air::

I can't wait for summer :]

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 23:06:32 GMT

I hate drama more than anything.
It sucks when probably 85% of it is coming from your own parents.

Getting a divorce sucks.
I want to live with mommy,
not daddy.
:[

p.s.

Delicious!

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 14:47:50 GMT

I went to a show last night, but I didn't actually go in.
Chrissy and I decided to sit outside in her car, and listen.
It was really fun.
It was for A Change Of Pace, and The Classic Crime.
During A Change Of Pace, we danced on top of her car.
It was AMAZING.
I'm not going to lie.
We had so much fun, and people kept staring.
Maybe because I was wearing hot pants, and a HeavyHeavyLowLow tee.
It was awesome though.

Tonight I'm going to see Miss Greta Salpeter again!
I'm so excited!
Jeff Thomas, Russel, my mommy and I are all going!
Is it creepy that I call Jeff by his full name?
Perhaps. I try not calling him Jeff Thomas to his face.
I bet he gets it a lot, since he's famous or whatever.
He's snazzy, and he's sweet to my Russel, so I don't care.

but other than those fun shows, LIFE SUCKS ASS.

I don't want to live with my daddy.

I don't want to go to Lee's Summit North!

I don't want Chrissy to move away!!!!!!!!!!

Her, and Nichole are the only people keeping me together.
More Chrissy than Nichole though.

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 13:28:34 GMT

I'm not going to lie, I hate distance with a fiery passion.

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 23:13:02 GMT

Howdy.

I'm possibly getting my license tomorrow!
yaayyy.
So I can finally drive my car!
It's just rotting away in the drive way.
It's calling my name.
I can totally hear it.
xD

Friday is contest!
I'm so excited for that.
I'm going with every girl in choir at my school.
There's a good 250 girls going.
It's crazy.
I hope we get a 1 rating, out of 5.

We have to sing in Czech for one of our songs.
It's so hard. If you didn't know that.
ahahah.
The meaning of the song is pretty sad though.
:[

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 15:43:56 GMT

sup baby girls and boys?

Tonight is the We Are The Fury, the AUDITION, Head Automatica, Jack's Mannequin show.
and guess who's not going

ME.
:[

And the snow day doesn't even help.

I just can't wait for friday though. xD
I'm going to the movies with Alexander.
He does the vocals in Edwin Vs The Ants
and Lua.
They are both mad good.
Go listen to them.

Edwin Purevolume
Edwin Myspace
Lua Myspace

Edwin Vs The Ants sounds like The Fall Of Troy, and Chiodos, and Silverstein and stuff like that.

Lua is like acoustic, and really good.
They have a cover of The Best Of Me by The Starting Line.
xD